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Unrevised disjointed bursts of gibberish expressed through copious elipses--incomplete ideas.


27 March 2025

we have made the human body symbolic

Tied to embodiment. We have a brain with a certain image which we now project intellect (Barthes's "Einstein's brain"?). Something as benign as smooth vs wrinkly brain jokes... The heart ("on the other hand") is the prettiest symbol based off human anatomy. I've touched on this previously, but the debate on where our selves (dvs. souls) reside.. what components of ourselves dare we excise? Then idioms. Ultimately, a beautiful way to live wholly.

how helpful is the meta-narrative media reading?

perhaps i'm the sole ignorant proprietor of this approach. that is to say; events occur for the narrative demands it. favorite is pathologic fridge horror fic as long as it's willed by acidicvapour AO3 wherein the love interest's autonomy and identity are slowly replaced by his reciprocation. thus, he performs his expected role in an AO3 fic, contributing to the unease. so in short, characters behave as they do due to pre-conception. this essentially traps the story within itself, inhibiting real-world percolation. this method provides mainly inspection of cultural significances in said media. why would you bite your own tail like this, as a media consumer.

dialectical gender

acknowledging the social construction of gender which in turn is equal validation of your own experienced gender. dual gender wielding. semantics semantics... ex. personally i'm relatively comfortable w being sorted into F since social gender's implications are tolerable to me. social assumptions are generic for a purpose... that is to say i experience social gender as any polite assumptions acquaintences or strangers might proffer.


sometime in march ten-something i forgor

It's just the result of chemicals in your brain

Walking the thin line between nature and machinery. Evident in computer metaphors.... powerhouse of the cell...our body is a supply chain. What occurrs when you attribute spurs to irrevocablemechanics of your body.. are you not your brain? Are you not the chemicals in your brain?

Internet literacy

Passive assumption of technology. Gradual incorporation into daily. ex. schools scaffolded by various online services ... preach to abstain while emphasising the fundementality. What if specialised internet history classes from elem or middle school--appropriate scope ofc--which present the wills of key figures then how the internet exhibits present-day.